It occured again.
That feeling.

The feeling I left months ago,
The feeling I vowed not to encounter again,
The feeling I doubt I could take on again.

I distanced myself once,
I knew it does me no good.
But life is that rich,
it’s filled with funny hopes and
neverending disappointments.

I’m thinking how far this weird venture is ever good,
if it would pops my life,
or fits into my small black dirty wooden box
and never appears again.

Today,
this feeling emerged out of no where.

I’m still learning.
Still trying.
Still hoping.