Current song playing : Breathless by Corinne Bailey Ray
I don’t mind, we have such a good time,
My best friend, but sometimes, well,
I wish we could be more than friends,
Tell me do you know?

I started internship 2 days ago. The image of him slowly vanish from my mind. I often wonder how people could be emotionally drained after work, today I’ve figured it out. There’s just no time for personal issues besides meeting deadlines and completing tasks. Probably internship is a good thing after all, it keeps my emotions and needs hidden in a small rusty box.

Last week, this time, I was missing you. I picked up my phone and dialled your number. All I wanted was to hear your cheeky voice. Despite the distance apart, I was hopeful that you’ll be awake at this hour. I was disappointed. Six hours later, I received a text message from you. My heart was stirred. Happy New Year, I wish you good. But deep inside my heart, I want to see you again, I want to be in your arms again, I want to hear from you again. Why did you called, lied and hurt my heart? You left my hope dangling on the Christmas tree, it was the best Christmas gift ever. Your voice.

It hurts especially when you suggested that I should meet you halfway. I remembered when Meet Me Halfway by Black Eyed Peas was playing in MTV, you came out from the kitchen, giggled like a 5 year old boy telling me that that’s your current favourite song and made me watch the video in the couch with your arms around my small frame. Now, each time that song played on the radio, my heart moved a bit. I smile aimlessly, deep down I was mesmerize. I still miss you.