Muggy. Rainy. Sunny.

That’s the weather in this tropical country. Never predictable, always the same.

Evenings like this, I want to run to the ground, take my clothes off and dance in the rain.

Dumbfound.

Noises.

I never knew your existence equals to extreme profoundness.
The amount of ‘you’ stored in my blunt soul multiples every moment I sip.
I seek for liquid of fascination that slaps my inner soul.
Penetration of soaking liquid in my own fascination speaks of my brutal scars.
I prefer solitary at nights.
Isolation and fascination grasps my hair follicles and splits them into pieces.
I experienced out-of-body rush, like a drug addict injecting heroin in his big fat vein.
My drive to break and blame the whole world’s miseries failed.
Pitiful stares, horror whispers, shattered words.
I prefer consuming my unfortunate fluid and sleeping without sheets.

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A little high, a little tipsy.

Current song playing: Sweet Child of Mine by Banda Do Sul feat. Natascha
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stared too long
I’d probably break down and cry

Tonight is probably a walk down memory lane.
I remembered the salted egg crab that gave you and me a bad time.
I remembered the song you were excited about.
I remembered playing a card game called Balls.

Tonight,
your purple shirt, your accent, your face, your stroke struck me.

Tonight,
I fought with my memories.
Memories of 48 hours replaying in my head.
Tonight,
I had a hard time calming myself.

Tonight,
I made a wish.
A simple wish I wrote in a red lantern.
A lantern I released to be heard in the heaven above.
Santa answered my prayer once,
this time,
I wish the heaven above read the six words I wrote.

This six words, the most selfish wish I could ask for tonight.
I didn’t want happiness, prosperity or good health like the others.
Tonight, I just wished for this six words to come true.
I don’t want love,
I don’t want possessions,
I don’t want solace,
I just want to be in your arms again for one night.

Current song playing: I was made for loving you by Kate The Cat
Tonight
I wanna see it in your eyes
Feel the magic
There’s something that drives me wild

When the days soar, the nights sweat.. you still have the rainy evenings to look forward to.
When love is an agenda, somehow she made it real.
When threesome is a game, she made it simple for me.
When my day seems gloomy, it’s sunny in her heart.
Ice mint cigarettes, green tea frappucino, I’m charmed.

Today, my dream is alive.

‘People always leave..

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